๐๐๐ธ๐ผ๐ฝ ๐ซ๐พ๐ฝ ๐๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ป ๐๐ธ๐พ๐ท๐ญ ๐
You feel like you've got it, but you're failing it.
You feel like you know it, but at the same time you feel like you don't know it.
Your happiest moment is the shortest.
You hope to be better, but you don't even know how to cope.
I used to wish to be eighteen, but now I wish I was fifteen.
Life is stressful in ways I don't even know cuz I don't even know what to believe or where to go.
I have to be the sister, but also act like the mother.
Being a teenager is hard because feelings are big, but expressing them is harder.
I was lost from the beginning and was looking for help, but it always felt like I needed to sacrifice something I truly loved in order for me to get help.
My life at this point is very disorganized and very disturbed.
I always acted like I am fine, but that one thought is eating me like I'm a vine.
School never felt like a safe place for me since elementary school, cuz I was always bullied like a fool.
I hate life, I wish I can cut it with a knife ๐ช

